It so weird, Im only 20 years old but I want to live my life like im 25 or older. I want to get married, I want to have more babies and i want to just live my life free of worrying about when the next chapter in my life will begin. I have been blessed to have the people in my life that I do have and I am thankful for everything each and every one of my friends and everything they do for me, its only been 2 weeks since I have posted but it feels like so much longer. My computer keyboard has bee messing up so i have been avoiding blogging or emailing because it is very frustrating, anyways let me catch you up.
umm lets see my last post was on the 8th, what has happened since then?
1. the day after that emma turned 18 months old :) She seems to be getting so old to me yet she is oh so young. She now knows how to give "high fives" and pound fists with people as a way to greet haha its so funny. I have come to the realization that no matter how frustrated I get with my life and my job and kids Emma and I will always need eachother so its a good idea to stop worrying about myself so much and focus on more mommy and me time. I love my little girl she means the world to me and I would hate to miss any milestones because im frustrated with life and just want to be alone.
2. on the 12th the family went to huntington beach! We had so much fun and the babies loved it as well especially Emma. She like the water the boys liked playing in the sand haha. Im glad my daughter is very outgoing like her mama even though she is a big baby sometimes haha afterwards I went to the LA county fair with matt and his mother and sister to get my fix of fair food :) it was so exciting just because i havent been to the fair since I have been out here so it was fun to finally go, totally different from the fairs back home, maybe different isnt the right word but out here they go ALL out haha
3.Kim and I through a 40th birthday party for Chuck with plenty of help from Kelly (yes his girlfriend happens to have the same name as the exgirlfriend). The party went pretty good, gotta outta control towards the end but for the most part everything went well.
some other stuff happened but i really dont feel like talking about it haha thats just me, OH YEAH! last week matt and I joined the edwards and went to the body world exhibit in SD, very interesting, everyone should go but hurry cause its over on the 4th!
okay but really i planned on blogging like hard core tonight but now im just getting tired, its almost midnight and i need my beauty sleep :)
Much love,
sio
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