Oh here it is, the oh so dreaded monday. Im not really sure why I hate mondays considering I dont have a normal work week that starts on monday, it just starts whenever.
The first couple days of the new year have been good, i havent done much at all really....spent most of my weekend in bed. A lot is going on in my life that upsets me...idk why i let it all upset me, i decided today that im an emotional basketcase....thats why :)
One of my best friends is getting ready for a year long deployment...yeah I said it, a year. Oh snap, I am seriously going to miss her...shes going to come back 23 years old and we will be getting ready to celebrate my 22nd...shes not going to be here for my 21st which would be our first time to legally drink together which upsets me...shes going to miss emmas second birthday, hunters 3rd and charlies 4th...i know your wondering why i included them but i did because shes a member of this family. Since the day I introduced her to my family everyone fell in love with her...shes such a good person with a good heart ready and willing to do whatever she has to do to get the job done. Most importantly shes a U.S. Marine...shes my hero. Jenn is such a strong woman I know shes going to be just fine...Im just scared. Im not really sure how im going to make it through the year with out her...i mean yeah okay i have other friends and i know ill get along just fine but its going to suck.
I think im going to go before the tears come rolling in even more...ill write more..promise.
Love always..
Jenns best friend.
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