There. I said it.
And like everything else in my life I have an explanation that I just now realized...
at one point in my life, my phone was all I had (ill explain). And now at times when I am working it is still the only way I have to communicate and hold conversations with people that will talk back in a way that I can understand, sorry Charlie, Hunter and Emma...but sometimes you three arent the best talkers or listeners for that matter.
At some points in my life it really does bother me that I am so dependent on my phone. I almost always have my phone on silent just because I used to have some days where I get so many messages at a time I would want to kill myself from hearing the ringer going off 500 times in a row or hearing it buzzzzzzz constantly. Anyways...because I have my phone on silent I constantly look at it to see if I have a message which is annoying...its frustrating that at times my phone controls me life.
remember back two paragraphs I said I would explain? Well heres that explanation...when I first moved out to california besides charlie my phone was legit all I had. I didnt have friends or anyone around the house my age to talk to and I didnt have my own laptop that I would just take anywhere around the house so i took my phone and texted everyone back home that I missed constantly...and ever since then my life has never been the same. ughhhhh.
I need therapy.
but until then keep those text messages coming : )
peace. love. addictions.
Sio
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