maybe im not meant to blog?

Mayyyyyyyyybe just maybe im not meant to blog...stupid statement huh? Because no one is MEANT to blog, it just happens. Like a lot of other things, it just comes to me. Maybe I blog because I know that not that many people read this so its like talking to someone without really talking. let me tell you what...blogging helps, and it helps a lot. I am able to write about everything and anything because not many people know about it and I dont always include names if im mad at someone so it doesnt really hurt anyones feelings when I say stuff.

Anyways..its been awhile since I have blogged and I think thats because 1. I didnt feel like it 2. everytime I started a blogged I realized how supid it was and 3. a lot has been going on that i would rather just keep to myself unless of course I filled you in over text messages : )

Heres whats going on in my life...

1. I freaking hate school. Ive always hated school but this college business has really gotten to me lately and its really not that hard but because I was dumb and took two years off of school its taking longer than planned to get back into the swing of school. I have exactly 2 months until I am done with school and im not sure im going to go back..haha okay of course im going to go back but I do have a lot of work to do to get through this semester.

2. I quit my job and since then things have gotten way worse. My days drag on, I never want to be here, I never talk to anyone other than Danyele and I think thats because I know my time is coming so I just want to get it over with and leave.

3. My vacation is a week away and I wish it was sooner, like now would be good. Anyways...im going to North Carolina next thursday and im not coming back, okay obviously im coming back because i have school and I have a job here so i need to come back annnnd im not really ready to leave yet. I mean yeah if I didnt have school and had a job in nc i would be out of here no doubt about it buuuuuuuut I still have things going on here and friends im going to miss so ill stay here and hang out for a few more months : )

umm thats about it for now...i guess i kinda of got side tracked so i forget what all I wanted to write but this should be enough for now..anyways...i need a nap : )