It so weird, Im only 20 years old but I want to live my life like im 25 or older. I want to get married, I want to have more babies and i want to just live my life free of worrying about when the next chapter in my life will begin. I have been blessed to have the people in my life that I do have and I am thankful for everything each and every one of my friends and everything they do for me, its only been 2 weeks since I have posted but it feels like so much longer. My computer keyboard has bee messing up so i have been avoiding blogging or emailing because it is very frustrating, anyways let me catch you up.
umm lets see my last post was on the 8th, what has happened since then?
1. the day after that emma turned 18 months old :) She seems to be getting so old to me yet she is oh so young. She now knows how to give "high fives" and pound fists with people as a way to greet haha its so funny. I have come to the realization that no matter how frustrated I get with my life and my job and kids Emma and I will always need eachother so its a good idea to stop worrying about myself so much and focus on more mommy and me time. I love my little girl she means the world to me and I would hate to miss any milestones because im frustrated with life and just want to be alone.
2. on the 12th the family went to huntington beach! We had so much fun and the babies loved it as well especially Emma. She like the water the boys liked playing in the sand haha. Im glad my daughter is very outgoing like her mama even though she is a big baby sometimes haha afterwards I went to the LA county fair with matt and his mother and sister to get my fix of fair food :) it was so exciting just because i havent been to the fair since I have been out here so it was fun to finally go, totally different from the fairs back home, maybe different isnt the right word but out here they go ALL out haha
3.Kim and I through a 40th birthday party for Chuck with plenty of help from Kelly (yes his girlfriend happens to have the same name as the exgirlfriend). The party went pretty good, gotta outta control towards the end but for the most part everything went well.
some other stuff happened but i really dont feel like talking about it haha thats just me, OH YEAH! last week matt and I joined the edwards and went to the body world exhibit in SD, very interesting, everyone should go but hurry cause its over on the 4th!
okay but really i planned on blogging like hard core tonight but now im just getting tired, its almost midnight and i need my beauty sleep :)
Much love,
sio
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
My Ed plan.
Well, today I went to VVC to stand in line to make an appointment to talk to a counselor to figure out my ed plan. Lucky me, I got in today and now I have it, in my hands ready for me to complete everything written on it and then some. As of right now I have decided to head towards a degree in Business, sounds like a good idea to me considering its something I know I would be interested in. The counselor said if I finish what is required of my I can graduate from VVC in 2011 with an associates in business and from there finish my schooling down at CSUSB.
Anyways, enough about schooling. This week, even though we are only 2 days into it is going as good as it should be, nothing out of the norm. Working, studying and cleaning like its cool. I have found I like a clean house and I am constantly cleaning up after little children everywhere they go....to be honest I kind of like it but at the end of the day I am glad only one of those children is mine :)
Mya has turned into a full time house dog, not sure how chuck feels about that but its what she is. She of course goes outside to do her business but other than that shes an inside dog. Emma has grown to like her, when the other kids are with their mom emma can be found in a corner with the dog petting or hugging her :) Okay so after that last smile I have realized that I do that a lot, hope that doesnt annoy anyone, i just like to smile :) oops there i did it again haha okay sooo this is really all I have to say, I am going to take a nap while the 3 musketeers nap since I am done cleaning for the most part today, just a few odds and ends things that need too be tended to and then I will be making spaghetti for dinner....yummmmmm
Much love
Sio
Anyways, enough about schooling. This week, even though we are only 2 days into it is going as good as it should be, nothing out of the norm. Working, studying and cleaning like its cool. I have found I like a clean house and I am constantly cleaning up after little children everywhere they go....to be honest I kind of like it but at the end of the day I am glad only one of those children is mine :)
Mya has turned into a full time house dog, not sure how chuck feels about that but its what she is. She of course goes outside to do her business but other than that shes an inside dog. Emma has grown to like her, when the other kids are with their mom emma can be found in a corner with the dog petting or hugging her :) Okay so after that last smile I have realized that I do that a lot, hope that doesnt annoy anyone, i just like to smile :) oops there i did it again haha okay sooo this is really all I have to say, I am going to take a nap while the 3 musketeers nap since I am done cleaning for the most part today, just a few odds and ends things that need too be tended to and then I will be making spaghetti for dinner....yummmmmm
Much love
Sio
Monday, September 7, 2009
Its been so long...
March 4th, wow that was my last blog, honestly when i made this blog for myself i was like I PROMISE IM GOING TO WRITE EVERYDAY, well in this case type but anyways its obvious that I havent but now more than ever I feel the need to blog. When you think about it blogs are weird, like really who wants everyone reading their personal business better yet who wants to share it, well I have an answer, this girl. Yep, thats right I do. I love to talk to people about my goals, feelings, dreams, wishes, accomplishments and you guessed it, problems. Sooooooo let me catch you up on my life, to whoever is reading :)
I met a boyyy, a long time ago actually. On St. Patricks day. His name is Matt and I couldnt ask for a better boyfriend. This may sound cliche but he is truly the cheese to my macaroni. He makes me laugh so much to the point of tears when I dont even want to smile. He deals with my good days, my bad days, my sad days and yep my bitch mode days. He truly is a trooper to be able to deal with everything that goes on in my life but at the end of the day he can still say "I love you Siobhan, and mean it, atleast I think he does :) Matt and I have been dating for some time now and even though we have our ups and downs I cant wait to see what the future holds for us. Oh P.S. Emma loves matt as much as I do :)
Now about Emma girl, she is 18 months old on the 9th, yeah freaking crazy I dont even know where the past year and a half have gone. I miss my newborn baby girl, the one that I could cuddle with at night and rock to sleep, the one that needed me more than anything, yeah dont get me wrong I know Emma needs me but now shes a big girl, she doesnt want mommy to hold her like a baby or rock her to sleep or any of that silly "baby" stuff anymore. She's a big girl and thats all there is to it, so she thinks!
I really dont know what else to fill you in on, so much has happened some I want to write about but then at the same time its stuff thats none of my business to go telling ha I know some of you are like WOW Siobhan isnt going to tell us about something going on in someone elses life? BUMMER! haha Anyways im just going to put it out there now that my blogspot is boooooooring! I want to jazz it up, make it look cute, if anyone knows how PLEAAAAAAAASE let me know.
kthanks
Sio
I met a boyyy, a long time ago actually. On St. Patricks day. His name is Matt and I couldnt ask for a better boyfriend. This may sound cliche but he is truly the cheese to my macaroni. He makes me laugh so much to the point of tears when I dont even want to smile. He deals with my good days, my bad days, my sad days and yep my bitch mode days. He truly is a trooper to be able to deal with everything that goes on in my life but at the end of the day he can still say "I love you Siobhan, and mean it, atleast I think he does :) Matt and I have been dating for some time now and even though we have our ups and downs I cant wait to see what the future holds for us. Oh P.S. Emma loves matt as much as I do :)
Now about Emma girl, she is 18 months old on the 9th, yeah freaking crazy I dont even know where the past year and a half have gone. I miss my newborn baby girl, the one that I could cuddle with at night and rock to sleep, the one that needed me more than anything, yeah dont get me wrong I know Emma needs me but now shes a big girl, she doesnt want mommy to hold her like a baby or rock her to sleep or any of that silly "baby" stuff anymore. She's a big girl and thats all there is to it, so she thinks!
I really dont know what else to fill you in on, so much has happened some I want to write about but then at the same time its stuff thats none of my business to go telling ha I know some of you are like WOW Siobhan isnt going to tell us about something going on in someone elses life? BUMMER! haha Anyways im just going to put it out there now that my blogspot is boooooooring! I want to jazz it up, make it look cute, if anyone knows how PLEAAAAAAAASE let me know.
kthanks
Sio
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